मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

prisoners were casting their wistful glances at the receding harbour and fortification The
wall of the fortification became invisible when one of them burst out, "O, brethren, our
home we have left, left have we our home " He was so overpowered by that thought that
lie Instantly sank to the ground. His wall sent two prisoners from Satara-peasants they
were-into an outburst of tears. "No hope, now of seeing our country again, not the least
hope!" they added. To them the retort came, "Do not weep my brothers, we are doomed
for transportation, and no amount of weeping can save us " It came from the most
hardened criminals among the party, who had already served their term in the Andamans
once and were going back to it again. They consoled others like dispassionate
philosophers standing in their midst.
One of them suddenly turned round, and pointing his finger at me, exclaimed,
"behold him, he is a barrister, Officers take off their hats to him. What is our grief before
him? Brothers, let us not think of ourselves, let us think of him " at this they gradually
gathered around me.
Every one put me the same question, though they all knew it: "What, Sir, is your
term of penal servitude?" I gave to them the iron plate with the figure writ large upon it. I
had been tired of repeating the figure `fifty' over and over again. When the full realization
of this fact had come home to them, those, who were sentenced, among them, to fifteen
years' transportation, gathered courage and felt considerably relieved in mind Looking at
me they learnt to forget their own grief.
The Dirt On The Steamer
The evening came. It was blazing hot and the crowd was unbearable. The party of
fifty who were my Immediate neighbours on the ship, came from the dirtiest class of
Indian population. Hindus, Muslims, thieves, dacoits, - they were all Inured to filth,
cruelty and crime. Some of them were striven with foul diseases, some knew not what it
was to brush their teeth, and all had piled their beddings one upon the other, and lay by
each other without an Inch of space between them In this crowd I made my bed and lay
upon it. My feet touched their heads, and their feet came up near my mouth. If I turned on
the other side I found that mouth had nearly touched mouth. I lay on my back. Right in
front of me I saw a big cask almost half-cut and open. It was placed a little apart from the
thick of the crowd, with a little open space near it. The space on my side of the partition
and in the corner that accommodated me, was not so full of prisoners as that on the other
it was a little roomier and hence I was put there. But a horrible stank greeted my nostrils
from that direction. And I had to stop my nose to avoid it. A neighbour pointed at the
cask in the front. And I discovered that they used it all during the night as a chamber-pot
and commode. One of them was actually seated upon it at the time to ease himself. And
he was almost about to leave it in shame. I signed him not to do so "The claims of the
body cannot be put off. There was no shame in answering the call of nature. In a moment,
I may follow you. Do it freely. We cannot help it. We cannot afford to feel ashamed in