मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

continued his association with me inspite of the threat, and we were intimate with each
other till my release from that jail. In my final year, the officers themselves appointed
him and me to work together. That is all that I have to say of him for the present.
I had a particular motive to let Mr. Barrie understand that we had already known
of the Bomb incident at Delhi, that, with one or two experiences of a similar character, he
might cease his pin-prickings and realise the futility of his effort to hide the news from
us. And the result of it was as I had anticipated. He was amazed to learn that he could
hide no news from us. And, on occasions, he plainly told me as well as the
Superintendent that it was not only impossible for a man like him to prevent the political
prisoners from talking to one another, but to prevent news also from reaching them from
the outside world. He added, "Even if the devil be sent here as a jailor instead of me, he
will not be able to stop it." This sentence he used to repeat to us, every now and then,
and, in course of time, he became very lenient to us in the matter of news. He connived at
us almost, only catching such news-monger as he could let escape. On the other hand, he
and the other officers of the place adopted towards us a different line of policy, and that
was to give the news to us straight as it came to them. The bazar and other news about
any happening in the world reached us often in an exaggerated and garbled form, for
those who brought it could not report it faithfully to us out of their sheer illiteracy and
ignorance. For instance about the Delhi affair they reported to us as follows : "Four big
officials were done to death by the bomb", which was evidently a false news. Why then
prevent us from getting the correct news rather than let such false news filter down to us
from the bazar? The officers reasoned about the matter. "The mischief created by the
report of correct news was any day less harmful than the mischief of false and
exaggerated news from unreliable sources." It was this experience that had at last brought
the officers to their senses. How I wished that they had seen the wisdom of it long ago !
They now began to give us newspapers to read. And when they came to us from Mr.
Barrie himself, we had no need for getting the kind of news that we used to procure from
the outside. We were saved all the bother of it; and we got faithful news without being
put to any trouble for it.
To avenge himself on us for the news of Delhi that we got before him, Mr. Barrie
spread the news in our jail that my younger brother was arrested in connection with the
incident at Delhi.
My younger brother in the Delhi incident
This was no impossible news, and I learnt later that he had to suffer a great deal in
connection with that incident. But as I did not know anything about it at that time, I was
naturally anxious to know the truth about it. That very afternoon the Superintendent
asked me if I had a younger brother and if he was yet free. Before I could give him any
answer, Mr. Barrie, as was usual with him, wickedly remarked, "0, if he is free, you will