मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

These wretches will go back to their homes after running their term of eight or ten years
in this prison, and the world will forget them. That is not so with you. You have to pass
here full fifty years of your precious life; and you are no mere political prisoner. You will
lose much if you associate with them, go on strike with them, or sympathise with them.
Even talking with them is fraught with danger to your future. Whatever you Intend to do,
do it on your own. You take care of yourself never forgetting your ticket Do you
understand me?"
You are no political prisoner
I did not answer his last question and went on dining which, not a little, abashed
him. He left the place repeating, "This is to your interest. You are not a political prisoner;
you are an ordinary convict with a sentence of fifty years to run." It was for the first time
that I learnt that I was not a political prisoner. I do not know how many times this was
dinned into my ears by the gaoler, the Superintendent and other Officers of the place.
Mr. Barrie had gone He had arranged this show of scolding the political prisoners
to give me an object-lesson of what was in store for me and thus to cow me down into
submission to him it filled me with compassion for the political prisoners to see them
used by Mr. Barrie as an object-lesson for me. Its effect on me was, however, quite the
contrary of What Mr. Barrie had counted upon. It did not damp my courage. It
emboldened me to make a common cause with them, to bear all the Insults that they had
borne, so that they may feel less the language used by Mr. Barrie against them, the taunts
he had given them as vagrants, wretches and the scum of society. He had made me realise
deeply, as I had not done before, all the mental agony through which they had passed and
I resolved to soften it by fully throwing in my lot with them. I began to talk to them
openly, I asked them their names, and looking at their pale faces I said to them, "Do not
feel small, do not be dispirited by what Mr. Barrie said of you in my presence. What he
says of you today, he will say of me the day after. Thereby he does not insult you and me:
he only Insults and degrades himself. We are helpless to-day, the world holds us in
disgrace today, but a day is sure to come When it Will honour you, perhaps raise statues
to you in this very place where they revile you, and thousands will visit this place to offer
their tributes to you as martyrs to the cause."
My speech did not go home to their hearts as it should have done; for many of
them did not fully understand the significance of what I had said to them, At least, they
did not feel so deeply as I felt it myself, in addressing to them. I did hot note on their
faces any sign of animation, courage and heroism. On the other hand, I found them in
dark despair. Only one of them seemed to be roused and put me the question : "Do you
really feel all this?" I answered, "It may happen as I have described it to you. I think it
ought to happen."