मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

them. That was what the paper conveyed to me.
This division in the Bengali revolutionary camp did not surprise me. For I knew
that their leaders' arrest had dispirited them and the convicts were busy exposing one
another and betraying the cause even in the jail at Calcutta. This was, indeed, an
unpardonable action and disgraceful apostasy. All the same, it was folly to tar them all
with the same brush. There were many among them who stall showed high courage and
were staunch in their loyalty to the cause And even those, whose unbearable hardships
had made them fail, must be given their due for past service, for sterling patriotism, and
for their sincere sacrifice for the side they had taken None can forget their solid qualities,
and, yet, be just to them.
The spies at work
The ring leaders in the Bengal Conspiracy Case who, as convicts, had been
transported to the Andamans, found it hard to bear the trials of prison-life and thought,
naturally enough, to somehow escape its harrowing experience Some of them, therefore,
conspired to spy on the movements of their colleagues and disciples, and even on me,
who had come there but lately and who knew them not They reported us secretly to the
prison authorities. They had no scruples about their doings. They did not hesitate to carry
on this nefarious business. But we must remember that they were led on to it by the
horrible sufferings, the Insults and humiliations, and the physical tortures that they had to
endure in this prison. Those, who do not bend or bow under these bludgeonings, have,
alone, the right to cast any stone at them; not a Tom, Dick or Harry, who comfortably
sits in his arm-chair, and keeps on barking at the world.
I had known similar backslidings among political prisoners and conspirators in
Ireland, Russia and Italy, and in similar circumstances of physical pain, mental agony,
and moral disgrace. And in some Instances the backslidings and apostasy were more
disgusting than I had known in my own country Not only politics but religion also had
such examples to show and to hold up to shame. It was, therefore, unwise to brand a
community or a province as particularly guilty of that crime. And it was worse still to let
oneself be depressed by it.
"Say it out"
Hence I was not shocked by what I had read. On the other hand I pitied those who
had been frightened by it I may give here a specific instance in point A prominent
Bengali conspirator, who was not more than thirty at the time, used to discourse to his
loyal disciples on the Bhagvatgita in order to Impress upon them the mortality of the
body and the immortality of the soul He would quote in support the famous text . "No