मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

of batter exile I had to pass in Europe wandering from place to place, and begging from
door to door for refuge and shelter. May be, what they tell me is true. But will it fall to
my lot to share it? No, that cannot be for me It was no better than a mirage in my case I
knew what had happened to my brother, and to others who were the first batch of
political prisoners to be transported to that place. Shall I ever meet them? And what of
my elder brother? Shall there be any chance of my seeing him? Who knows?
None could say anything definitely about it. I was told, however, that he was
there in that prison. And I was probably taken to be confined in the same place. Of that,
at least, there was no doubt in their minds.
Today, they are all saying it, our steamer will touch the port of the Andaman
Islands The hour was six In the morning, when the prisoners were brought up on the deck
in serried ranks. The laskars and other servants on the ship were busy cleaning the
steamer. The sun came up and the temperature went up along with it. It was burning hot
on the deck. With the nearer approach to the Island, the transportation sentence wore a
gloomier aspect. It had come so near to us, and the prisoners seemed scared by the
thought. The thoughts of helplessness, separation, and grief, that were held in abeyance
during the voyage, rose up rebelliously in my mind, like big fishes in the ocean that are
tossed up on its surface in stormy weather. They created a storm In my heart. The shadow
of transportation had completely darkened my soul.
The sea is calm like a lake, and the boat glades smoothly on its bosom, like
children, in colder climates, skating on the winter snow. The sun is looking down on the
earth with his fixed and glaring eye. It seems he is dazed by the triumph of man over the
elements, as wetness this steaming boat sailing defiantly over the element beneath An
ocean-a vast, endless expanse of water--"The deep calling unto the deep " The boat- what
a puny thing it is before his tenable might and his broad bosom-almost "a cockle-shell" as
it were. But a small room in her, known as the captain's cabin, dominates the whole
scene. The man in that cabin with his helm and rudder, handles the sea like a tamed
elephant. His compass and needle help him to ride the sea as the trident helps the rider to
master and drive the elephant. What a conquest is this of mind over matter! One day the
very sun will be equally amazed to wetness man's victory over himself, and gaze at this
very earth for that triumph. Man shall have then conquered his devilish Instincts and the
brute and the tiger In him shall be no more. Those who suffer and those who make them
suffer, shall have been an ugly dream of the past, and man shall live with man as a
brother, tied to one another by the common bond of love. All other bonds shall snap, and
freedom and goodwill prevail in the world of man A glorious day will dawn on the
kingdom of man. And the sun will look down upon the earth from his place high in the
heavens as now, but with a heart full of rejoicing for the millennium that had arrived
Freedom will reign supreme then but for its allegiance to love On that day alone shall
have fructified the endeavours, the sacrifices, the supreme struggles, and the high and
unquenched hopes, of all the martyrs of the Earth And `nunc dimitis' will be the song
sung on earth in honour of their souls Happy the man who saw this promised land In the