मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

A Lecture on Madanlal Dingra
The last of the lectures in that series fell on the last day of my stay at Yeravada.
And the subject I chose for it was the life of Madanlal Dingra. I had already spoken to
them of other martyrs to our cause, of those of the Abhinav Bharat Mandal who had
either died or had been sent to the gallows. The newcomers had began to appreciate the
work of these dead heroes and to feel reverence for them. It was growing day to day till it
had reached its height. Some fifty of them had come together in my room and on the
verandah to hear me speak to them in that secret meeting. Men were posted at all points
to be on the lookout for a possible visit by the officers of the jail. My remarks on the
thrilling episodes in the life of Dingra made the political patriots who heard me feel the
same thrill passing over their frames.
Just as I was in the heart of my subject, one of our men came to us and warned
that the gate was being opened and some one was coming. The gathering instantly
dispersed and each went his way as if nothing had happened. They had just reached their
respective quarters when a sargent seemed to call me. He took me to the head office of
the prison, a discussion began between me and the Superintendent about my release. I
told him that I was fed up with such endless talk, and that he should inform me if there
was any specific order about it, for it was all that really mattered. He said that he had
received an order in which were included all the conditions that I had accepted for my
release from jail.
I retorted that I had mentioned the conditions all these years and I could not
understand why the Government should make such a mountain out of them.
The draft statement
In a moment the Superintendent took out a sheet of paper and wrote on it the
conditions of acceptance which I had been proposing all these years, and along with it he
handed over to me a written statement that he had received from the Government. I read
them both. Referring to my letter in the "Echo of the Andamans" written in 1920 (See
page 88 to 89 of that book), I told him that I was willing to make a statement on that line,
and that the statement from Government had to be modified accordingly. I was told by
the Superintendent to draft such a statement. He warned me not to introduce any radical
changes in it, but just a few as would make the course smooth for my release. He
expressed a wish that on no account should I let this rare opportunity slip from my hands.
I drew up my statement. I had added some sentences to clarify the original
statement. The Superintendent, having found it too lengthy, abbreviated it. The words
that I had introduced in my statement and the meaning thereof I have given in the book