मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

once made the political prisoners look down when he looked up, and look up when he
looked down, who roared and fumed every moment of the waking hour, and insulted him
every moment of his life? Where was he? Nowhere. He was the jailor, he was in his
office, like dead stone, harmful if one dashed his head against it; otherwise immovable
and harmless. Ten years of endless wrangling, of strikes of newspaper cries and
controversies, his loss of prestige, the grief that it had brought him, had tired him out
completely. The superior officers had also adopted towards the political prisoners,
considering their growing number, their consolidation and their defiant attitude, the
policy of let-alonism, of tolerating them as an inevitable nuisance. Where we could
hardly meet together and talk in a company of four, now we hold open meetings of
twenty-five and more, and defy any one to stop or disperse us. Mr. Barrie saw this, but
wanted the petty officers to refrain from any action. "Let them not gather together and
hold their meetings under our very nose, and that is enough. Give them light work, do not
do anything and let them not do anything that may raise a commotion and a storm. And
that will do. Let those devils do what they like. See that you manage them for yourself."
That was the tone of his advice to them.

Moreover, ten years of education had made the petty officers, warders and
jamadars of our way of thinking. They had ceased carrying tales about us to their
superiors. At least, but a few of them did that dirty work now. Hence Mr. Barrie was
ignorant of many things that were happening in the prison. I may give only one instance
in point. A Gujarati convict sentenced for murder in some dispute about agricultural
holding, had been in this prison long before my arrival. From the time that I came to
know him, he had become my confirmed disciple and devout admirer. He had completely
absorbed my teaching and had turned a nationalist. In the days of complete strike, he did
his work punctually. As a prisoner he used to pass chits from one political prisoner to
another hidden in the shreds of coconut shell. As a warder he was put on the work of
supervising the gang detailed to take rubbish out of the prison. And he distributed
newspapers to different parts of the prison hidden in the baskets for carrying the rubbish.
For that service to us he went among us by the name of 'the postman'. In the height of his
power Mr. Barrie would not let us have even a scrap of paper or the broken end of a
pencil. We then communicated with each other by writing with a pointed piece of brick
on our pot of drinking water, and the warder was our carrier of news. He easily passed us
one another's pots. Leaves of trees were being systematically thrown on the rubbish and
this man signed us to pick them up. And they brought us news scrawled on them by
means of thorns, and without exciting the slightest suspicion. The tree is now cut down
by order of the authorities. He had thus proved our loyal lieutenant and volunteer, helping
us in all public activities. In course of time, by sheer honesty and merit he rose to the
position of a jamadar. He had learnt his Gujarati alphabet from me and in his turn he at
my instance used to lead others to read and write. As a jamadar he had to do it cautiously,
for he was liable to be punished for it. That he was a straightforward man and an honest
worker was known to all of us. He was without any vice and observed the prison-
discipline with meticulous care. He was suspect of Mr. Barrie because he was so
sympathetic to us, but he rose to be a jamadar in spite of that suspicion. That speaks
volumes for him.