मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

CHAPTER III
At Thana
It seemed to be all bustle and noise in the prison at Thana. Every one was, as it
were, on the tiptoe of expectation. A prisoner sentenced to fifty years’ transportation to
the Andamans, a bar-at-law was arriving! The officers in charge had issued the strictest
orders that none was to look at me even with an eye askance. A part of the person was
purged clean of its prisoners and warders. It was kept apart for my occupation. But
nothing could repress the curiosity of its inmates to have a look at me. My cell was
guarded by the worst known warders of the place. They were, one and all, Mussalmans,
and the wickedest of them, into the bargain. There was preternatural calm and solitude
about me. My meal was served in due time, but I could hardly touch a morsel thereof. It
consisted of hard-baked jwari bread and some vegetables ill-cooked and too sour to taste.
I broke the bread, put the piece of it in my mouth, could hardly bite it, and had to wash it
down with water. Only a little of it I could eat. Then came evening, the door was closed,
and I lay on my bed for sleep. It was now completely dark, for night had followed, when
I heard gentle tapping on the door. I heard the voice of some one calling. It came from
somewhere, I felt, as if in fear and trembling. I turned round and saw and discovered that
the wickedest of my warders was beckoning on to me. I went to the door when, “ all eyes
and ears”, he whispered to me, “Sire, we have heard about your daring and valour; I an a
slave to one so brave as you; I will do all that I can for you, no fear about it. Today I have
brought you some news which I may pray you will keep strictly to yourself, for woe to
me if it were to leak out. You are a hero, and I feel sure that you will never let me down.
But I must warn you all the same.’ So he carried on in a suppressed tone, and them
coming up very close to me, whispered, “ your brother is here.” “ What brother?”, I asked
him. He replied that it was my younger brother. And he left precipitately as if he was
anxious not to be caught in the act by any casual observer. For my part, I withdrew
inside.
The Younger Brother
My younger brother! A youth hardly twenty years old, and so many of the same
age with him. A bomb was thrown in Ahmedabad at Lord Minto, the Viceroy of India,
and my brother was put under arrest as a suspect in that case. He had to undergo much
persecution on that account but he did not flinch, though he was then but eighteen years
old. He was soon after released as innocent of the crime, and returned home to rest. But
hardly had he laid his head on the pillow when he was arrested for a conspiracy and
crime of a political character, and was sent to jail as an undertrial prisoner. For one long
year he had to pass through all the agonies of mind and body-intimidation, threats, torture
and persecution. But he bore them all well with stern determination and, even in that
tender age, did not fall from his vow. This was my younger brother. Orphaned form his