मेरा आजीवन कारावास / माझी जन्मठेप (स्वातंत्र्यवीर सावरकर - काले पानी का ऐतिहासिक संस्मरण)

CHAPTER XVI
Suicide, Mental derangement, arrests, the second and the third strike
In the first six months of my sentence in the Andamans, I was treated as a
prisoner in solitary confinement. As a matter of fact almost all other prisoners were sent
outside the prison for their work after they had finished their term of six months of simple
or hard labour in the prison itself. But at the time that they were taken out, I was released
from my lonely cell. Even then I was not allowed to mix with other men, but only made
to sit in the gallery and opposite the door of my own room all by myself. Other political
prisoners were free to talk and move with neighbours in their own block and those in
common work with them. I alone was kept apart and all alone by myself. A special watch
was kept on me to prevent me from any intercourse with other people of my class. For the
whole day I sat in the gallery and in front of my room busy in making coils of rope—my
daily labour at the time. With the evening I was sent back to my own room and locked for
the night. Years went on in this round of dull routine. The only exception of it being my
hours of dinner, morning and evening. For two hours in the day, I could see human faces
and exchange words with them.
During ail this period, I had kept myself rigidly to the time-table I had chalked out
in the Thana Jail. My object ever had been, while working for public good, to adhere
strictly to the rules of prison-life and thus, by good conduct, shorten the period that would
entitle me to be sent for work outside the prison-walls. I felt that if I was so taken out I
would be better able to do some propaganda work in these islands as also plan for my
release from the Silver Jail. Hence, though I did my best to improve the conditions of our
life inside the prison and to change its regulations, I ever took care not to come in the
clutches of law and to give no occasion for the Officers to frame any charges against
me. The one excuse that these Officers always found for stopping the prisoners from
going out was that these had refused to do their normal work in the prison itself. Hence I
was extremely cautious that none of them had any chance to make that accusation against
me. What little I could do for my fellow-prisoners in the prison itself, I would have
multiplied a hundred-fold if I were free to help them from the outside. Again, that would
have considerably facilitated my freedom from the settlement itself. Hence, I patiently
followed the course I had chalked out for myself and was biding my time to get out of
this prison.
The prisoners, who got the first opportunity to work outside, were all convicts
sentenced from three to five years' hard labour. None with transportation for life went out
with them. And they had to do as much hard work in the settlement as they had to do
inside. I would still induce them to remain outside, for their remaining outside
would pave the way for others to follow them and, in course of time, as their number
would increase, their propaganda outside would grow with them in strength and volume.